Can't take much more {Open}

[Lily Luna Potter]

Lily was laying a hospital bed unconscious. No one knew this, except for herself, but Lily had tried to take her life several times. The only reason people didn't know, was because for whatever reason in the past, she could never actually go through with what she wanted to do. Oh she's tried, but it never really seemed to work out the way she wanted it too. Sure yeah she cut herself, but she's never tried what she had done today. She always seemed to back out, and just felt more comfortable cutting herself. It wasn't until this afternoon that Lily truely did try. She for the first time, had actually went through with it. She just couldn't take it anymore. Every single day for her just got worse and worse. It had come to the point where she had purpously tried to end her own life, even though way deep down it wasn't what she wanted.

In the end though she, however was un successful at ending her own life. Somene had found her shortly after she did what she did. They then took her down to the hospital wing. When she first arrived the school nurse had been shocked, espcically when she had been looked at. Then again why wouldn't they be. People may know she had been cutting herself, but no one knew that it was this serious. Even though Lily had been healed to the best she could be, seeing as she was out cold. nothing more could happen until the girl woke up, if she woke up...

Lily had no idea that she had been found, let alone who was the one that ended up finding her. No she was still out cold, and she most likely would be for quiet awhile. There was a little chance she may not wake up at all either. The school nurse just had to wait and see. Maybe trying to end her life on top of one of the towers wasn't exactly the best idea. She hadn't really been thinking when she had done it though, so the thought probably did not occur to her. No her main goal had been to end her life, so the place where she had done it wasn't exactly important. The school nurse went about her bussiness, but was still obvioulsy keeping an eye on her to wait, and see when she would wake. She had set charms to alert her if lily woke up, and she wasn't right there within seeing distance just in case.

[Albus Severus Potter]

Albus had been walking up to the towers just to get some privacy. For some reason, he had fallen in love with the towers since he found himself single again. He wasn’t sure why, but it was so relaxing up there alone, especially when you were in the astronomy tower and it was night. He may come back up there around midnight to stare at the stars. He wished he knew a thing or two about astronomy. Maybe it could tell him who he was going to fall for and how long it would take him to find said person. Albus walked up the last of the steps, panting slightly for breath. He was so out of shape. All that candy he ate, no doubt. He was addicted to the stuff.

He spotted his baby sister in one of the towers, unconscious and he got scared. He loved her, despite what people thought. He loved his whole family, despite how he talked. He said he hated them, wanted nothing to do with them, but really, he loved them to death. That was why he didn’t fight when they had the war. That was why he stood up for them if he heard someone say something about them. Albus hated when people thought that he hated them, but to keep up his reputation, he had to. He didn’t need people to start thinking that he was going soft on them and that he wasn’t a true member of the gang.

Instantly when he saw her, the first thing that he did was check to make sure that she was still alive and breathing. She was and he let out a small sigh of relief. The second thing that he did was send his patronus to the Hospital wing to tell the nurse that something was wrong. He then made a stretcher appear and lifted her up on it using his wand. Albus was smarter than people thought. As he walked with her downstairs, he became angry, thinking about who did this to her and what he was going to do to them when he found out. He never thought for one second that Lily had done this to herself. He admit to not knowing his sister well enough anymore, but it didn’t seem right to him that she would try to take her own life. He believed that he was the only suicidal person in this family.

He’d contemplated death just about everyday since Callie dumped him. He even thought about being a vampire because he thought that she preferred them. It was funny to him now that he would do that. Albus didn’t have feelings for her anymore. No, Ayden was the cutest girl in Slytherin now. He walked up to the hospital wing and the nurse took over, setting her up on the bed and he was forced to leave. Albus spent some time in the common room before he went back upstairs and made the nurse allow him in the room to sit with her. He wanted to be here when she woke up.

He sat in a chair by the bed and watched her, hoping that she woke up soon.

[Lily Luna Potter]

Lily still had yet to move. She hadn't moved at all since she was brought in. Instead she was just well laying there. Then again thats really all that she could do couldn't she. She didn't even know there was another person in the room with her yet, and right side her bed at that. She certianly didn't know that very person was not only the one that had found her, but was also her older brother. Lily knew nothing at all what so ever, but then again how could she? She wouldn't know any of this until she woke up.

Lily slowly started to stir around in the bed about an hour or so after her brother had come, and sat down beside her bed. She soon was wide awake. Though she didn't sit up, as she was still pretty weak, she did start to look around the hospital wing. She still had yet to notice her brother sitting by her bed though. She hadn't even bothered to look on that side of her just yet. Great I'm in the hospital wing she thought when it finally sank in where she was. Although she remembered trying to take her own life she was a bit confused as to how she ended up here, and why for that matter, Who had found her?. Deep down part of her was happy she ended up here, but another part of her was angry that she failed at what she wanted to do.

Lily then looked down at her arms, and noticed they had been healed. There were still some scars there obviously, seeing as she'd been cutting herself for awhile. It had been almost around 6 months that she had been cutting herself, so seeing that she had scars from where she had made the cuts didn't really shock her.Great Just Great Lily thought to herself when she had found that she had been healed. She didn't want to be healed, she wanted to continue to cut herself. It was the only thing that seemed to make her feel better, if only for a short time. That, and well it was addicting, and she knew it was probably going to be hard for her to stop. She knew that this would end up making it 10x harder for her to be able to cut herself.


They were surely going to watch her now. She knew that she wasn't going to be left alone so easily, especially after they learned she tried to take her own life.

[Albus Severus Potter]

As soon as he could make sure that his sister was going to be okay, he was going to question everyone in this school. Somebody had to have hurt her and whoever it was was going to pay. Nobody could harm a Potter or Weasley without him coming after them. They were off limits. It was bad enough that he hadn’t been there to save those that died in the war and he couldn’t avenge their deaths now. No other people in his family were going to be hurt. Albus was going to find out who hurt his sister and he was going to hurt them. He didn’t care if it ruined the reputation that he made for himself. He was pissed off that someone would dream of attacking his baby sister.

The nurse came in once again and tried to force him to leave, but he still refused. She wasn’t going to buy that he’d been there long enough. He hadn’t been there long at all and he wasn’t disrupting her. The nurse just had a problem with him. Albus crossed his arms and glared up at her, silently telling her that he wasn’t leaving until he was sure that Lily was safe. The nurse left again, muttering something about disrespectful children. He looked back to Lily and noticed then that she had woken up. He didn’t move, didn’t speak. He waited to see if she would do anything. If she didn’t say anything, then he would, but he wanted to wait and see first.

He shifted to get comfortable and put his left ankle on his right knee and set his hands on his leg, watching Lily carefully. He wondered if she had noticed him yet, but didn’t think so. As far as he knew, she hadn’t looked his way yet. Albus just sat there, staring at the young girl lying in the bed, still wondering who would hurt her. Who would have the nerve to attack a young girl and a Potter at that? The more he thought about it, the angrier that he became. He was going to torture the person that did this and make them feel the pain that they probably made Lily feel.

[Lily Luna Potter]

Lily's eyes eventually landed on her older brother Albus. When it did, all she could do was glare at him. "What the hell are you doing here?" she snapped at him, with a cold glare. She didn't even say hi, or anything. It hadn't been like that for years. Her, and her brother no longer got along. She had no idea how he truly felt about his own family. Everything had changed, and nothing was how it once was.

The fact that he could have been the one who had found her up on the tower that she tried to take her own life did not cross her mind. No she had no clue yet as to who found her. She didn't think that her own brother would even try and save her to begin with. Yes it was really that bad. She had no idea who her own brother was anymore, and truthfully she no longer felt safe around him. She was totally confused as to why he was here though. It made no sense at all what so ever, at least in her mind it didn't. They hadn't been close in years.

Lily just really hoped that he would leave soon, though that didn't look like it was going to happen. She knew that she was going to be stuck with him for awhile. If she wasn't so weak if she could she probably try and leave the room herself. Then again the Nurse probably wouldn't let her to begin with, even if she tried to. After everything the nurse had found Lily would be lucky to get out of here any time soon. Knowing the Nurse she'd make her stay in the Hospital Wing for a long time. She just hoped the nurse hadn't told her father. She really didn't want to deal with him at all right now, not to mention with her brother being here was enough. It probably wouldn't be a very peaceful scene to have both her father, and brother here in the same room either.

[Albus Severus Potter]

He decided that once he left here, which wouldn't be for awhile, he would talk to James, Eddie, Jedrek, Percy and everyone else in this family. They could help him attack the person that did this. It would be fun to take him on alone, but he didn't want to keep them from having the fun of beating up on him and he was sure that they would want to. Albus wasn't going to tell his father though. They guy would probably blame him for attacking her. That was something that he would never do. It was obvious, from how she spoke, that she didn't want him here, but he wasn't going to leave. Albus would continue sitting there, serene, trying to get her to talk to him. "I'm not going anywhere, Lily. I found you, I brought you here. You're my baby sister and whether you like it or not, I'm staying here for a long, long time. Nothing could get me out of here."

Well, one thing could get him out of here, but Annabella wasn't around. And even then, he may just get Bella to stay, too. That way he could be with his girlfriend and sister at the same time. "They're not calling dad. I won't allow them, too. So, unless if James shows up, and I doubt that he would, you'll only have me to deal with." Albus moved again. This chair was really uncomfortable. He stood up, threw that aside and sat on the bed oppisate her. The beds were a little better, though not much. "I do have a few questions to ask you, if you don't mind answering them."

He was just being polite. He was going to ask them no matter what she said. It was important that he found out what happened to her. "Lils, What happened? I found you and you were unconcious. That's all I know. What happened?" Albus' voice grew more urgent with the last question to ask. "Who hurt you?"

[Lily Luna Potter]

Lily totally ignored the fact her brother said he had found her, well at least out loud she was. Inside she was having a hard time believing that. Even if it was true or not she really had a hard time with it. It made no sense in her mind, and she was confused. She relaxed a little when Albus mentioned that he wouldn't let them call her father, but not by much. She knew she'd still have to end up dealing with Albus, which was something she didn't like. Just having Albus here though would be better than having her father here too that was for sure. He should have just let me die she thought bitterly to herself, not willing to say such a thing out loud. She didn't want him to know anything. It was going to take some real effort to get it out of her that was for sure. He could stay all he wanted, but she wasn't going to be nice, or cooperate with him so easily.

"You really honestly think I'm going to answer your questions" She said in a hateful tone. "It's really none of your business." She said with a glare when Albus asked her who had done this to her. She wasn't going to tell him nothing. She wasn't going to answer any of his questions. It was mainly who was asking her the questions as to why she wasn't going to answer. She didn't care if others found she tried to kill herself. It's not like it would matter anyway. They were going to find out sooner or later.

"Don't you dare start pretending that you actually care now, because guess what I'm not buying it" She spat with a glare. She really truly believed that he didn't care. I mean why would it matter now that she had tried to kill herself, and he seen her in this 'hurt' state. In Lily's mind she really did think that Albus hate her, despite the fact he was actually here. Him being here meant nothing to her. After everything that's happened she wasn't sure when exactly, or IF exactly Albus was lying or not. Him being here proved that. He acted one way, and now was acting all concerned. She no longer knew when she could truly trust him.

[Albus Severus Potter]

He had no doubt that he had to prove to her that he was honest about what he was saying. He knew how he treated his family in the past and the way that he spoke about a lot of them at school. Albus remembered what he had said to his friends about Lily and James. Honestly he didn’t mean anything. He loved them both. The only one that he really had issues with was his father and that was only because he looked just like him. He had to prove that he was nothing like him. That was the only reason he had wanted Slytherin and joined the gang. Even now he was having doubts about who he wanted to support. Albus pushed his own thoughts away and focused solely on Lily. She deserved that. He couldn’t allow his disorder to get him now. She deserved all his attention and his love and that was what she was going to get. At this moment, nothing was more important than her. He was going to make her see that.

Albus sighed when he heard her tone. This was going to be harder than he had thought. It was a good thing he was planning to be here for awhile. This could take all day, maybe even the rest of the week. He had to really think of his reply and he was thinking of taking another approach. Maybe he could get her to talk by not making her to. He would stop with the questions. They could talk about something else and maybe during that time, he will learn all that he needed to. The main thing was getting her to trust him. That never really proved hard before, but this was going to be hard. How was he going to do that? Albus really had allowed himself to alienate her and now he was paying for it. He should’ve known better than to do that. The last people that you want to alienate are your family. You’ll need them in the long run. There was nobody else that you could count on in the long run but your family. Teddy had taught him that. The guy was very wise. “Okay, Lily,” Albus said, softly, looking her in the eye. “You don’t have to answer my questions. I won’t force you to do anything that you don’t want to.”

So she thought that he didn’t care. That hurt more than the hateful tone she spoke to him with earlier. Of course he cared about her. She was his baby sister. He loved her more than he did his best friend, who he considered a sister. She would always have a special place in his heart. Albus supposed though that he knew where this was coming from. It was something that he should’ve expected. There was no reason for her to believe him. If she spoke about him the way that he did his family, he wouldn’t believe her either. Now he couldn’t rest until he did. This truly tore him up inside. He understood now how Kota felt with Kai not believing her or rather, not wanting to believe her. This couldn’t go on. He couldn’t allow it to go on. Albus didn’t want the family torn apart like this. He had managed to make things right with James and now he had to make things right with her. There was nobody that could help him. James couldn’t vouch for him and he and Lily really didn’t have any mutual friends. This was all up to him, which could be a good thing, but it was certainly going to take awhile and it wasn’t going to be a fun ride.

“I don’t blame you, sis,” he said, calmly. “With everything that I’ve done, why should you believe me? There really is no reason, too. If you had done the same thing, I wouldn’t believe you. I’ve done some pretty rotten things and I’m very sorry for that.” Albus wasn’t expecting her to accept that apology, but he meant every word that he said. He had never lied to her and he never would. He thought the world of her. A person couldn’t pay him to lie to her; a person couldn’t pay him to do anything to her. “And because I’m not expecting you to believe that, I want to know, what is it that I can do to make you see that every word that I say is true? I have never lied to you and I never will. I love you, Lily. With all of my heart.” Albus had to wonder what she was going to say to that. He doubt if it would be anything nice. This was only his first step in his plan to make her see that he cares about her. There were more steps, he knew that. What he didn’t know, though, was how many there were. Really, Albus was making this up as he went along. There was no time to really think about it. Once he left here, though, he would. He would think about it long and hard. He smiled at Lily, a sweet, loving, brotherly smile.

[Lily Luna Potter]

"Your d*mn right about me not believing you" she said with another glare, when he said why should she believe him. That didn't mean that she didn't want to believe him though. Deep down a part of her really wanted to believe him, even after everything that's happened. She wasn't going to admit that right to his face though. Right now Lily just wanted to hurt him, like he had hurt her. She was just saying things she knew would would truly hurt, even if she didn't mean any of it. The truth is She couldn't mean anything what she was saying to him. Lily loved him more than anything, even if she wasn't admitting it now.

Sure yeah deep down a part of her really wanted to mean everything she was saying to him right now, but she knew that would never ever happen. When it came down to it Albus was her older brother and even after everything that's happened she still looked up to him. She wasn't exactly sure if he knew that or not, as even when they were close she never remembered telling him. Normally Lily wasn't one to lie, especially to her family, but she was angry. Her anger was taking over, which was making her say things without actually thinking before saying them. At the moment she also just wanted him to think she truly did hate him for what he had done, which is why she wasn't trying to stop herself, or correct herself. Instead she was just letting him believe everything she was saying was true.

"Nothing you can do absolutely nothing" She retorted back to Albus with pure hatred in her voice, when he asked what it is he could do to make her believe what it was he was saying to her. "Yeah right" she spat with a glare when he said that he loved her. Her being angry didn't really help her situation much right now, It probably made things much worse, but she didn't really care. Lily didn't smile back at him, oh no she wasn't going to smile. She also didn't smile back, because if she did smile back, then that would be a sign that she wasn't as angry as she was right now. It would make him think there was hope. Why couldn't he just leave her alone? Why did she have to be stuck with him in the Hospital Wing of all places?