Grief Can't be Buried ~Rose~

[Hermione Jean Weasley]

Hermione sat down in the Hog's Head she had a Fire Whiskey in front of her she was sitting alone and in the back as far away from people as she can she is drinking her sadness under not dealing with it. She let her thoughts go to those that she needed to be sober for, she sighed and let it go as she took another drink. She missed Ron and it showed in all that she did, she never really woke up out of her state of grief and hatred, seeing a family with a man, woman and child. She was still angry at all of them, she just drank again as she thought about her own kids and her husband she didn't really see Rose or Hugo much anymore but maybe that was because she was being a bad mother?

"d*mn it!" She yelled, no one turned to look one of the few reasons she liked to drink here at the Hog's Head away from all the crowds and happy familes. She groaned as she looked around and simply drank more drained her gla*s and then filled it again, she followed a pattern now whenever her thoughts went to Ron or her kids she drained the gla*s and then filled it again. She was more than anything feeling like an idiot, she even had a book in her bag but she was not reading it. That was odd and anyone that knew Hermione would know something was seriously wrong with her and that she was not being herself and she was far from normal Hermione behavoir as one could possibly get.

Come on, Ronald where are you. I need you. She thought as she sighed sadly and waited to see what would come of this, she was very sad and depressed. She needed to know what she was going to do if she didn't end up becoming a drunk, at least while she was drunk she could still see him. Thats when her delusions began and she saw him walk in, she smiled at the sight of him and when he sat down she began talking as though she could hear his responses.

"Ronald, how are you?" She asked delusional, she was in pain but she realized somewhere in her mind that this was a delusion and not the real thing, it wasn't long before she thought she'd heard a response. "Oh really you were at work? How did that go?" She just kept talking as though he were present and not a complete delusion.

[Rose Elizabeth Weasley]

Rose had been sitting up in her room for sometime working on a paper for potions, but it was also a Hogsmeade weekend and she had recieved an owl from hermum that hs ehad yet to respond to. Lokking at her watch and then back to her paper she was just about done and then she would get ready to depart. Reading her apper once more she threw her stuff on the desk and the owl that her mum sent dropped to the floor, bending down she opened the letter once more and wondered why she wanted to meet with her she had changed so much that Hugo and Rose have felt that they were on their own in life, maybe not all true they had may cousins's and family, but their mum had changed so much that she was hitting on Uncle Harry and that did not fly with Rose or Hugo. As she sat there with the letter in her she crumpled it up and tossed it in the waste basket and turned to her trunk and started to pull out her clothes.

Opening her trunk Rose pulled out a pair of denim skinny jeans, a white and pink print spaghetti strap shirt, and her strappy heels. She got dressed and grabbed her jack and her purse and amde her way down the winding staircase until she saw the dorrs. The hallas had not been all that busy and she knew that it was due to the HOgsmeade weekend and she had also recieved word that she also had a meeting to attend to. Pushing through the doors the sun was out and bright she was happy that she had not decided to completely bundle up, looking around she quickly made her way to Hohgsmeade knwong that the say was just about done she had hoped that she would catch Hugo and lIam before they got back, smiling since she knew how happy they were.

Looking around the streets were filled with Hogwart students, Rose smiled and waved as she knew most of them and remembered that her mother want her to join her at the Hog's Head, Rose knew that there was only one reason that she wanted to meet there was that she was already there and drinking or that she wanted to drink so people would feel sorry for her.Standing outside, Rose took a deep breath and pushed through the doors as she looked around she did not see her right away, but then she heard a familiar voice and Rose listened, as she heard what her mum had said, she half hoped that no one else heard her rambling about her father, it was hard enough on Rose and Hugo, and then there was their mum that was having the biggest problem. Siging Rose made her way to where her mum was sitting, pulling out a chair she sat down and she glared at her mum, she was so upset that she was making a scene and that she now involved Rose. Why did you come Rose? asking herself she knew why her mum needed help. "Mum, what do you need from me?" Knowing that what she had just said was so horrible sounding she could not believe that she had said that, but she did not know how to address the issue any clearer.

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[Hermione Jean Weasley]

"I didn't need anything dear you had just come here anyway." Hermione said as she looked at her daughter she was more than anything worried about all of this for now Hermione, ignored the fact that Ronald wasn't really there, for now she would deal with the fact that her daughter would be able to help her. "Perhaps you can do something about this." Hermione said as she took another drink, when she was lost in drink she didn't have to think about the fact that Ronald wasn't there. But she looked at Rose, her daughter and her son needed her but she needed Ronald he had been there since she was eleven though then she hadn't known she was in love with him but he'd been there just like Harry had been there always.

"So how has your year been going?" She asked trying to ignore the 'vision' of Ronald. If she could get past this she could go on with her life, she sighed as she looked at the daughter that was sitting there needing to talk to. But tears still fell from her eyes as she thought of her husband, he would have comforted her given her some solace about all the deaths. At least Hugo was still happy that at least was enough, though even he had been acting a bit odd so what can she doe for her son and his boyfriend. That was still odd to think of, his boyfriend so he was a good boy for her son so for now he was sure that he would get along with them now.

"I've been doing a bit better now, but I still miss your father. I do not understand what I'm going to do now that I've lost him. Please understand ok?" Hermione was doing better but then her tears picked up in flow and sound. She was still grieving and well, she was sure she would never get over the loss of Ronald so she tried to keep the subject of talk light rather than heavy and mean. If she could do that she would be all the better for it.