( lost and insecure )

[payton]

* rowan penelope boyer ,


- with starry eyes, she's warm-glancing ,
entrancing, and now i'm through with all your sick, sad, ranting
and that is why you can't rock my world .



sorry, dudes. my bad.

OTHER HALF it's too much to do on my own, my friends i need you now.

[/color]
DRUG BUDDY i'm sorry that i wrecked that tour for us, the drugs left me[/color]
SECRET FRIEND wigging out on the bus. i'm snapping into slim jims, out[/color]
FAKE FRIEND to save some souls. if i can't do my job, my god, what am i[/color]
PARTNERS IN CRIME even here for? i wanna be back in the van, where evil[/color]
DRINKING BUDDY never would nor could nor should ever understand.[/color]
PARTY FRIEND back in the van, is anything but their outrageous grandstand.[/color]
BEST FRIEND dude, i know you got your problems, we all do. i'm here with[/color]
CHILDHOOD FRIEND you, man. we've been in this band forever, don't let it[/color]
FAMILY FRIEND go, man. max, i will sell you this xanax for five dollars.[/color]
FORMER ENEMY and we can go to the waffle house and talk about aliens.[/color]
ON / OFF FRIEND it'll be chronic! 'cause if you want it, then come and get[/color]
INSEPERABLE it. we're all with you now, we're all with you now. 'cause if[/color]
FIRST NAME BASIS you're thinking that you can make it, we're all with you[/color]
ACQUAINTANCE now, we're all with you now. i wanna be back in the van,[/color]
CLOSE FRIEND where evil never would nor could nor should ever under[/color]
SAME CLIQUE stand. back in the van, is anything but their outrageous[/color]
DORM MATES grandstand. forever yours i am, like ocean to the sand.[/color]
BAND MATES forever in debt to my band, like i'm in the palm of your hand.[/color]
PRACTICALLY FAMILY forever wondering why, like a skeptic to the sky.[/color]
INNER CIRCLE forever yours and yours and yours and yours i am. i wanna[/color]
OUTER CIRCLE be back in the van. where evil never would nor could nor[/color]
CONFIDANTE should ever understand. back in the van, is anything but[/color]



alive with the glory of love.

FINAL when i watch you, wanna do you, right where you're standing,[/color]
FADING yeah. right on the foyer, on this dark day, right in plain view,[/color]
FORBIDDEN oh yeah, of the whole ghetto, the boot-stomped meadows,[/color]
EX / GOOD TERMS but we ignore that, yeah. you're lovely, baby. this[/color]
EX / BAD TERMS war is crazy, i won't let you down, oh no no. no, i won't[/color]
EX / CHEMISTRY let them take you, won't let them take you, hell no, no.[/color]
EX / MOVED ON oh no, i won't let them take you, won't let them take you,[/color]
ONE NIGHT STAND hell no, no. no. oh no no no. and when our city, vast[/color]
FLIRT and sh*tty, falls to the axis, yeah. they'll search the buildings, collect[/color]
f**k BUDDIES good fillings, wallets, and rings, oh yeah. but miss black[/color]
MAKEOUT BUDDIES eyeliner, you'd look finer with each day in hiding, oh[/color]
CUDDLE BUDDIES yeah. beneath the wormwood, ooh, love me so good.[/color]
FWB they won't hear us screw away the day. i'll make you say. alive! alive![/color]
EWB alive with love, alive with love tonight. alive! alive! alive with love,[/color]
INFATUATION alive with love tonight. no, i won't let them take you, hell[/color]
SEXUAL TENSION no no. whoa, no. i won't let them take you, won't let[/color]
CRUSH ON YOU them take you, hell no no. our treblinka is alive with the[/color]
CRUSH ON ME glory of love. treblinka, alive with the glory of love! yeah![/color]
MUTUAL CRUSH okay, speed it up, go! should they catch us and dispatch[/color]
PHYSICAL ATTRACTION us to those separate work camps, i'll dream about[/color]
SWEETHEARTS you, i will not doubt you with the pa*sing of time, oh yeah.[/color]
ENGAGED should they kill me, your love will fill me as warm as the bullets,[/color]
MARRIED yeah. i'll know my purpose: this war was worth this. i won't let[/color]
MIXED FEELINGS you down. no, i won't. no, i won't. no, i won't. alive![/color]



no soul.

HARDCORE ENEMIES there's something in the way you people smell, like[/color]
EX FRIENDS you've got no soul at all. fingers crawling with ringworm, your[/color]
ANNOYANCE sneer's a mating call to lure in others of your breed, spread that[/color]
INTIMIDATION smug and slimy seed, borrow quotes from the culture,[/color]
RIVALRY crowded like weeds. is your schedule sufficient tonight, you toad?[/color]
SECRET ENEMY hop another bar until the rooster crows! this song belongs to[/color]
FAKE ENEMY you and all your crew. this curse will sting the worst as it shall[/color]
AVOIDANCE marr you. all rise! all rise! i'd rather spend an evening giving birth[/color]
I HATE YOU than see how your eyes are glued on everyone but the person you[/color]
YOU HATE ME 're talking to. trapped between babuskas on a plane is a fraction[/color]
INDIFFERENCE of how lame it is to watch you pump the poison through your[/color]
BY a*sOCIATION veins. is your schedule sufficient tonight, you crow? squawk[/color]
I'M JEALOUS OF YOU another song until your heart explodes! this song belongs[/color]
YOU'RE JEALOUS OF ME to you and all your crew. this curse shall sting the worse[/color]
BACKSTABBED YOU as it shall marr you. you probably think this means i give up[/color]
BACKSTABBED ME on you. the saddest part is this is why i've come; to watch, and[/color]
DISTRUST pray that i'm mistaken and pray i'm not the only one. try not to care[/color]
MISUNDERSTANDING about this, i know that this is hopeless. no one notices it,[/color]
BY REPUTATION i'm losing sleep over this. you people are unredeemable,[/color]
SCARED OF YOU indescribable, all but evil. you know very well what you are.[/color]
SCARED OF ME don't let them write you off, you wear your scars. i've had a few[/color]
FORMER FRIENDS but not that many. but you're the only one who gives me[/color]
FRIENDLY RIVALRY good and plenty. this song belongs to you and all your crew.[/color]



in defense of the genre.

FAMILY / SPECIFY can't you see, my dear? what you create is greater than great.[/color]
I PROTECT YOU it's beautiful and valid. go tell a false friend who doubts your art.[/color]
YOU PROTECT ME "hey, toss my caustic salad." their noise pollution is a one-night[/color]
PROFESSOR stand, a closet corporate ballad. compose the theme, compose the theme.[/color]
IDOLIZATION that seems to haunt the sultan's dreams. yes, their truth is a lie, a[/color]
I STALK YOU sickly sober sky. don't you dare lay down your spear and die, oh small[/color]
YOU STALK ME fry. crime of the century, know what it meant to be me. they'll label[/color]
INSPIRATION us what they can never be. sing "hate me, but i am in your heart, i am[/color]
I RESPECT YOU in your heart, pulling it apart". all those magazines and stifled teens[/color]
YOU RESPECT ME whose trite teething is outdated have miniscule minds of clay in[/color]
EMOTIONAL SUPPORT need of chiseling away. this war's been reinstated. so spit a wad[/color]
I'M YOUR HERO in the face of their f**king flawless race. and all they've consecrated[/color]
YOU'RE MY HERO i won't believe, believe, believe, believe, believe the twisted web[/color]
GOOD INFLUENCE they weave. they can't stitch you silent now or b*tch the violence[/color]
BAD INFLUENCE out. i'm disavowed, disavowed. i'm proud to shun their know-how.[/color]
ADMIRE FROM AFAR the wolf begat the lame and now it's in his hands. i'm reeling[/color]
LONG LOST FRIEND from a feeling that they banned. our last stand goes, i am in[/color]
I FORGOT YOU your heart, burning up a black hole. i am in your heart, burning up[/color]
YOU FORGOT ME a black whole, pulling it apart. hallelujah love, hallelujah love,[/color]
SILENT RESPECT hallelujah love. i've got an empty wallet and a record cover. the[/color]
MENTOR stage, hot and worn like an aging lover. so i spew a comet of verbal vomit,[/color]
DISREPECT sacrilegious of christ or islamic. it's full of pills and they'll never stop it.[/color]
I MISS YOU come on. and kill the kindly ones, the ever blinded ones, we stand and[/color]
YOU MISS ME face you now. we will not run. crime of the century, know what it[/color]
OTHER / SPECIFY meant to me. just you wait and see where your lemming line leads.[/color]



a certain type of genius.

hi. this plotpage was made of salinaa! of CAUTION 2.0. please don't steal it. she worked
very hard on it, especially since it's her first ever plot page. that would be mad depressing.
credit goes to the always amazing say anything, without whom this wouldn't have been
possible. go listen to them if you haven't, they're freakin' amazing. the songs present
are sorry, dudes. my bad, alive with the glory of love, no soul, in defense of the genre,
retarded in love, that is why, a certain type of genius, and an insult to the dead & wow i can get sexual too.
also thanks to that color blender that pretty much everyone uses. where would we be
without that thing? be original with the history, nobody is exactly the same. and pick
as many relationships as you could possibly want. there's like, ninety-something up there.
one of them is bound to scream at you. quote for colors because that's just the polite thing to do.
oh, and don't forget: have fun! that's what roleplaying is all about.[/font][/center]

[payton]

* lukas eugene scott ,
say hello to luke. he's been a slytherin for sixteen years, and that
seems improbable to change. people may say he's a lover boy,
but i'll always see him as that guy who stole my heart.

AVOIDANCE marr you. all rise! all rise! i'd rather spend an evening giving birth

[/color]
I HATE YOU than see how your eyes are glued on everyone but the person you[/color]
YOU HATE ME 're talking to. trapped between babuskas on a plane is a fraction[/color]
INDIFFERENCE of how lame it is to watch you pump the poison through your[/color]
BY a*sOCIATION veins. is your schedule sufficient tonight, you crow? squawk[/color]
I'M JEALOUS OF YOU another song until your heart explodes! this song belongs[/color]

( LUKE'S INPUT ) : "so, i hear this is an example."
( ROWAN'S INPUT ) : "you got that right, sexy."[/center][/font]



[font=georgia][center]two matching avatars, pleaaase.
[size=5][color=housecolor]*[/color] firstname [color=housecolor]middlename[/color] lastname [color=housecolor],[/color][/size]
[size=1]say hello to [b]charactername[/color]. s/he's been a [b]house[/b] for [b]age - spelled out[/b] years, and that
seems improbable to change. people may say s/he's a/an [b]adjectivetodescribeyourcharacter[/b] girl/boy,
but i'll always see him/her as that [b]noun - i'll fill in[/b] who [b]event - i'll fill in[/b] in first year.[/size]

blahblahblah relationships

[size=2][b]( YOUR CHARACTER'S INPUT ) :[/b] "between these quotations is where your input goes. that includes history, opinions, etc. etc. have fun with it!"
[b]( ROWAN'S INPUT ) :[/b] "and this is where myyy input goes. leave blank unless i've posted in yours already."[/size][/center][/font]

HOUSE COLORS!
GRYFFINDOR , B50000
RAVENCLAW , 256699
SLYTHERIN , 1C8266
HUFFLEPUFF , AC7900

[payton]

* i called her on the phone and she touched herself ,
( i laughed myself to sleep )
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[/center]

[Charles Arthur Weasley, Jr.]

* charles arthur weasley ,
say hello to jedrek

[/color]. he's been a slytherin for sixteen years, and that
seems improbable to change. people may say he's asweet boy,
but i'll always see him/her as that noun - i'll fill in who event - i'll fill in in first year.[/size]

ANNOYANCE sneer's a mating call to lure in others of your breed, spread that[/color]
CONFIDANTE should ever understand. back in the van, is anything but[/color]
FLIRT and sh*tty, falls to the axis, yeah. they'll search the buildings, collect[/color]

(JEDREK'S INPUT ) : "i'm not really sure how this friendship came about. we just got to talking one day. I find her annoying at times and i just want to leave when that happens, but I never do. for the flirting, i think i may have started it before dating bella, but she does it all now. i just sort of ignore it. she's like a sister to me and i'm glad she's around most of the time."
( ROWAN'S INPUT ) : "ah. charles weasley. he's a friend of mine, most of the time. he's sort of like a little brother to me, you know? he's good to hang out with for a while, but he can get sort of annoying. that's alright, though. i would call him my friend before i would call him anything else. he's a cutie, so i have no problem innocently flirting with him, but that's about it. oh! how'd we meet? i think it was about two years ago when we just started talking in the courtyard or some place random like that. anyways, he seemed cool enough, so i kept talking to him. yeah, he's a sweet guy, there's no doubt about that."[/center][/font]

[font=georgia][center][IMG]http://i234.photobucket.com/albums/ee6/nswiger2285/Zac%20Efron/zac12.jpg[/IMG][IMG]http://i234.photobucket.com/albums/ee6/nswiger2285/Zac%20Efron/zac13.jpg[/IMG]
[size=5][color=1C8266]*[/color] charles [color=1C8266]arthur[/color] weasley [color=1C8266],[/color][/size]
[size=1]say hello to [b]jedrek[/color]. he's been a [b]slytherin[/b] for [b]sixteen[/b] years, and that
seems improbable to change. people may say he's a[b]sweet[/b] boy,
but i'll always see him/her as that [b]noun - i'll fill in[/b] who [b]event - i'll fill in[/b] in first year.[/size]

[size=0]ANNOYANCE[/size][size=1] [color=006F13]sneer's a mating call to lure in others of your breed, spread that[/size][/color]
[size=0]CONFIDANTE[/size][size=1] [color=00CCFF]should ever understand. back in the van, is anything but[/size][/color]
[size=0]FLIRT[/size][size=1] [color=F14A94]and sh*tty, falls to the axis, yeah. they'll search the buildings, collect[/size][/color]

[size=2][b](JEDREK'S INPUT ) :[/b] "i'm not really sure how this friendship came about. we just got to talking one day. I find her annoying at times and i just want to leave when that happens, but I never do. for the flirting, i think i may have started it before dating bella, but she does it all now. i just sort of ignore it. she's like a sister to me and i'm glad she's around most of the time."
[b]( ROWAN'S INPUT ) :[/b] "ah. charles weasley. he's a friend of mine, most of the time. he's sort of like a little brother to me, you know? he's good to hang out with for a while, but he can get sort of annoying. that's alright, though. i would call him my friend before i would call him anything else. he's a cutie, so i have no problem innocently flirting with him, but that's about it. oh! how'd we meet? i think it was about two years ago when we just started talking in the courtyard or some place random like that. anyways, he seemed cool enough, so i kept talking to him. yeah, he's a sweet guy, there's no doubt about that."[/size][/center][/font]