Return from the d*mned ~Isolde~

[Kyoshiro Maxwell]

KYo had returned to Hogwarts he felt some how unready to rejoin his friends in attending regular cla*ses. After talking to Harry he had at least been willing to stay in the castle but he was now living in the owlry for a few days, his mind drifting toward visiting Isolde, but he had not been sure of if he should or not. He was scared and he felt so lost, like the beasts he had killed quite a few of and he was stained with the sins he had committed.

Was he worthy of being here? Was he worthy of living? He certanly didn't feel worthy to talk to her, he still felt for her but it wasnt the same as he once had. He still wanted to see her regardless of everything else in his mind. He sat all the day in the owlry peering out thinking about what he should do.

As he sat thinking about all of this he heard the sounds of hooting owls, blowing and howling wind outside. He also realized that he should go and see about talking to Isolde, what he remembered as he went was that one of his friends was there. He smiled as he thought fondly of all the friends that did survive, Liam was there.

Once Kyo got in there he snuck into the shadow behind the bust of Rowena Ravenclaw where the most shadows was, he stayed there looming waiting to see what was going to happen next. He watched for the entrance of Isolde and do something with her, he was unsure about this but some part of him told him that this was the right decision. Out side the weather was rather blustery and somewhat stormy but for the moment the wind wasn't blowing as hard as in a wind storm.

[isolde]

Was this even worth going back for after all this is where she lost everything that meant so much to her, her father, baby, boyfriend and brother did she really want to relive that everyday until this school was over? Did she really need to finish this school year to get a good job? No she was smart and didn’t really need to be here, she was only here for one person and that was Mar without him she would have lost herself. She smiled as she thought about her dear friend she remembered the night she lost her baby and somehow he was there and got her to the hospital which ended up saving her life even though she lost her baby. Her father was so thankful for Mar and welcomed him into the family. Even that was hard feeing that it should have been Kyo that saved her but he was nowhere, to her that was odd he just was so caught up in his group that year that he didn’t seem to see her. After the recovery of that she withdrew herself from the group and spent most her time in the library with Mar. It was always nice hanging out with him. Shaking her head as she sat up in her bed before looking around all the other beds in her room were empty right now the other girl most be in the Library or outside.

Shrugging she stood up and tried not to think about her past it hurt too much to think about her father and brother and ex boyfriend Kyo who un like her father and brother choose to disappear and leave her to suffer alone. Thank the gods that Mar didn’t leave her he even tried to protect her and keep her safe and tried to save her father though both were too late in that quest, sure her father was not so nice to her after her mother’s death but he was trying and their relationship was so much better which made things so much worse for her when he was killed. “Daddy I love you so much I miss you” she whispered as she started to get dress. Isolde had to admit she missed the hospital and all the nice nurses and doctors there that sat with her at night when she started to cry.

Deciding that maybe she should go find Mar and ask if he wanted to take a back from studying and go somewhere with her she grabbed her notebook and pen and started out of her room and down the hall. Isolde had strong feelings for Mar and with each pa*sing day that they were together as friends the feelings grow stronger she just wondered when he was going to ask her out if he did want that after all, she didn’t know how he felt but honestly any man that sat with you while you were in a coma and not talking for months must care for you deeply right? Isolde was still hurt that Kyo just up and disappeared leaving her to die but she was getting over him with each pa*sing day and didn’t care if she ever saw him again. Walking into the common room she looked around and sighing when she didn’t see Mar but jumped back and froze when she saw Kyo. ”Where did he come from?” she asked herself as she leaned against the wall.

“Kyo?”

[Kyoshiro Maxwell]

"I have returned and its a long story. I'm sorry I had to leave and I'll understand if you hate me, but please listen. I'll leave once ive said my peice" Kyo said in as soothing a ton as possible "Well you knew what was going to happen when the war finally came to a head. All my forces were dead, grievously injured or in full retreat and I was so close to dead I had to pull back to. Things only got worse and I won't go into any more detail and I really want to tell you the horrible details and believe me I'm pretty sure you don't want to know." Kyo looked at his hand sadness filling his eyes.

"Alot of things happened I regret, but I want you to know loving you wasn't one of them and you probably aren't going to want get to close any one well I'm here to take care of unfinished buisness and when I do sh*t's gonna hit the fan. This whole things going off and when its over only one side will be standing" Kyo said it, his voice steady and serious he then turned and walked away heading toward the door.

Kyoshiro was not happy but he would do what was best for Isolde. He needed to be away from her where he could never hurt her again. He knew that he had caused her pain and that the miscarriage had been hard on her but what else could he do? He was only one man and not able to reverse time so he did whatever he had to, he walked on towards the door with his thoughs. Brooding and dark, but he wasn't about to let Isolde know what he was thinking about.