Post by Kylianne Weasley on Apr 22, 2009 7:43:39 GMT -5
* Kylianne Weasley Katrina,
* once people start throwing wet stuff, i go inside ,
, other half surely it was a good way to die, in the place of someone else, someone i loved. noble, even.
, practically family when life offers you a dream far beyond your expectations, it’s not reasonable to grieve it ends.
, attached at the hip my motivation behind buying a car was that i refuse to be driven in a car with red and blue lights.
, inseparable it was nice to be alone, a relief to stare dejectedly out the window at the rain and let just a few tears escape.
, partners in crime i wondered if i saw the things through my eyes that the rest of the world was seeing through theirs.
, childhood friends i was expected, a topic of gossip no doubt. daughter of the chief’s flighty ex-wife, come home at last.
, best girl i stared because their faces, so different, so similar, were all devastatingly, inhumanly beautiful.
, best guy i felt a surge of pity, and relief. pity because, as beautiful as they were, they were outsiders, not accepted.
, best friends relief that i wasn’t the only newcomer here, and certainly not the most interesting by any standard.
, good friends i peeked up at him one more time, and regretted it. he was glaring down at me, his black eyes full of revulsion.
, okay friends as i flinched away from him, shrinking in my chair, the phrase if looks could kill ran through my mind.
, on and off when i came here as a child, he would always remove the bullets as soon as he walked in the door.
, stoning buddies old enough to not shoot myself by accident, and not depressed enough to shoot myself on purpose.
, party buddies the nurses at the hospital have a hard time concentrating on their work with him around.
, drinking buddies the cullens don’t notice anybody enough to like them. but he’s still staring at you.
, enemies turned friends when he touched me, it stung my hand as if an electric current had pa*sed through us.
, friend of a friend today, his eyes were a completely different color: a strange ocher, darker than butterscotch.
, same clique i was in disbelief that i'd explained my life to this bizarre, beautiful boy who may or may not despise me.
, acquaintances edward cullen was leaning against the volvo, three cars down from me, staring intently in my direction.
, first name basis i stared straight ahead as i pa*sed the volvo, but from a peripheral peek, i could swear i saw him laughing.
, just met living with charlie was like my own place, i found myself reveling in the aloneness instead of being lonely.
, complete stranger i knew i was eager to get to school because i would see edward cullen. and that was very, very stupid.
* clearly, today was going to be very nightmarish ,
, die die die so, did you stab edward cullen with a pencil or what? i’ve never seen him act like that.
, go to hell it was ridiculous, and egotistical, to think that i could affect anyone that strongly. it was impossible.
, hardcore hatred my throat suddenly felt dry and very tight. charlie’s unspoken concern caught me by surprise.
, one sided hatred just before i heard the shattering crunch of the van folding around the truck bed, something hit me, hard.
, dislike his large hands fitting providentially into the deep dent in the side of the large van’s body.
, one sided dislike he unleashed the devastating power of his eyes on me, as if to communicate something crucial.
, rivalry whatever the reason, mike’s puppy dog behavior and eric’s apparent rivalry with him were disconcerting.
, friendly rivalry i was sure, in the instant our eyes met, he didn’t look harsh or unfriendly as he had last time I’d seen him.
, backstabbed he wished he hadn’t pulled me from the path of tyler’s van — there was no other conclusion i could come to.
, cheated on i didn’t want to get into the safety hazards that dancing presented, so i quickly made new plans.
, friends turned enemies my foot itched toward the gas pedal, one little bump wouldn’t hurt them, just the glossy paint job.
, intimidated i couldn’t allow him to have this level of influence over me. it was pathetic. more than that, it was unhealthy.
, jealousy it seemed excessive for them to have both looks and money. but life worked that way most of the time.
, avoidance i turned, unwillingly. i didn’t want to feel what i knew i would feel when i looked at his too-perfect face.
, scared of i almost had a stroke when i rounded the corner and saw a tall, dark figure leaning against the my truck.
, indifference it felt like the heat of my anger should physically burn him, but he only seemed more amused.
, annoyance so you are trying to irritate me to death? since tyler’s van didn’t do the job? bella, you are utterly absurd.
, frustrated my palms tingled, i wanted so badly to hit something. i was surprised, i was usually a nonviolent person.
, tolerance do you have multiple personality disorder? are you trying to be funny? stupid shiny volvo owner.
, by a*sociation it would be more prudent for you not to be my friend. but I’m tired of trying to stay away from you bella.
* that was the first night i dreamed of edward cullen ,
,in love and so the lion fell in love with the lamb... what a stupid lamb... what a sick, masochistic lion.
, final it was hard to believe that someone so beautiful could be real. he might disappear in a puff of smoke.
, future his voice was like melting honey. i could imagine how much more overwhelming his eyes would be.
, current do i dazzle you? he stared into my eyes, and i saw how light his eyes were, lighter than i’d ever seen them.
, future love she wants to know if we’re secretly dating. and she wants to know how you feel about me.
, past love twilight, again. another ending. no matter how perfect the day is, it always has to end.
, past still chemistry it makes me, anxious to be away from you. i was distracted all weekend, worrying about you.
, past good terms i’m not coming over anymore if alice is going to treat me like guinea pig barbie when i do.
, past bad terms i was surprised by the flare of resentment, almost fury, that I felt, i didn’t recognize what it was at first.
, mutual crush but outside the door to our spanish cla*s, leaning against the wall edward was waiting for me.
, crush on you i wanted to close that little distance, to reach out and touch him, but i was afraid he wouldn’t like me to.
, crush on charactername he was leaning toward me, his pale, glorious face just inches from mine. my heart stopped beating.
, on and off his skin, literally sparkled, like thousands of tiny diamonds were embedded in the surface.
, fling i wasn’t interesting., and he was. interesting, and brilliant, and mysterious, and perfect, and beautiful.
, f**k buddies well, he seems very nice, and, my goodness, he’s incredibly good-looking, but you’re so young
, friends with benefits do you remember when you told me i didn’t see myself clearly? you obviously have that blindness.
, enemies with benefits i was wishing that i could believe that you were real. and i was wishing that i wasn’t afraid.
, make out buddies edward hesitated to test himself, and then his cold, marble lips pressed very softly against mine.
, one night stand if i’m going to be alone with you tomorrow, i’m going to take whatever precautions i can.
, sexual tension a crazy impulse to reach over and stroke his perfect face just once in the darkness, overwhelmed me.
, physical attraction he just stood there, still looking more like a greek god than anyone had a right to
, tease you take everything so coolly, it’s unnatural. it makes me wonder what you’re really thinking.
, fleeting glances the golden eyes held mine, and i lost my train of thought. i stared at him until he looked away.
, flirts he came to rest with the side of his face pressed tenderly against my chest. listening to my heart.
* you'll never catch me betting against alice ,
, family (specify) i know that at some point, something i tell you or something you see is going to be too much.
, family friend edward seemed to take a deep breath, as he stepped out into the bright glow of the midday sun.
, cla*smate i somehow managed to hit myself in the head and clip mike’s shoulder on the same swing.
, roommate if you’ve ever seen a bear attack on television, you should be able to visualize emmett hunting.
, bandmate referring to the fact that you can’t walk across a flat, stable surface without finding something to trip over?
, mentor if i’m going to be alone with you tomorrow, i'm going to take whatever precautions i can.
, role model he knows i’ve been meaning to do the laundry. maybe he’ll think i fell in the washer.
, secret in that one hour, i thought of a hundred different ways to lure you from the room with me, to get you alone.
, forbidden i want you to be safe. and yet, i want to be with you. the two desires are impossible to reconcile…
, obsessive if i’d ever feared death before in his presence, it was nothing compared to how i felt now.
, admiration i told you — you don’t see yourself clearly at all. you’re not like anyone i’ve ever known. you fascinate me.
, emotional support please forgive me. i can control myself. you caught me off guard. but i’m on my best behavior now.
,respected making it before nightfall? my truck is old enough to be your car’s grandfather, have some respect.
, protective over you there was nothing more terrifying to me than turning away from him. it was an impossibility.
, protective over charactername i promise to try to be safe. i’ll do the laundry tonight — that ought to be fraught with peril.
, good influence that is something to be afraid of. wanting to be with me. that’s really not in your best interest.
, bad influence common sense told me i should be terrified. instead, i was relieved to finally understand.
, mixed feelings and i was filled with compa*sion for his suffering, even now, as he confessed his craving to take my life.
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made by CHAIN SUSPENDERS! of CAUTION 2.0, RPG UNDERGROUND and RCR
using quotes and phrases from the book twilight by stephenie meyer.
do not remove this credit or claim this as your own
[/SIZE][/font]made by CHAIN SUSPENDERS! of CAUTION 2.0, RPG UNDERGROUND and RCR
using quotes and phrases from the book twilight by stephenie meyer.
do not remove this credit or claim this as your own
